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the silence means something new (landays)

the silence means something new each day
my hand on the big paper going round and around

my face at the window looking out
we wait at different corners for the same autobus

sanity can be found like spring snow
cold, unexpected, strangely beautiful, till it hurts

sanity can be counted, counted
in every head, in every body, beating the time

there is so much noise until it stops
there is so much life in the counting out of the pulse

minutes to midnight, hours to dawn
days till release, decades until we have learned it all

counting the scars, telling the blessings
shouting them aloud in all God’s languages at once

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